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How did I even get to this point? I don’t even think there was a gradual or recognisable path that availed itself in any form. All of a sudden, I’m here.

I recall walking some many miles, through life’s challenges, enjoying the fruits of my hard work and receiving copious amounts of money over the years for doing well in business. It hardly seems a natural progression to reward a good life with feelings of hopelessness. A precursory warning would have been nice, served on a bed of lettuce or mentioned at the footnotes of my University study notes, even.

I just may have taken an aside and thought, ‘lets go easy on these attitudes of success’. Let’s not set myself up for personal failure in the distant future.

You know, I read everything that I would scribble at the University lectures. To the point where I would rewrite them again just to be sure that if there were any neuron’s that connected those fingertips to my brain lobes, that the information was hammered home ‘twice’.